Snuggling so tightly and told me not to judge you while you tell me all about your past. But the moment i told you about mine, you judge. You're afraid, i know.

Is it because you feel that you're gonna love me for a very long time and you know its not right because you will never want to be with me. Because of that? Because you will never be able to accept that huge flaw i have when i've accepted all yours. Because you can't be brave enough to do it? Or because you don't love me enough to be able to do it. I've heard so much about you, all the negatives from different people, but after all that nothing has changed. I'm surprised, because i never not like someone else's view affect how i feel, but for you its different.

I told you, he did. If he could, why couldn't you? He loved me, you did too. I will never know, you will never tell. We're going to go around in circles, nothing is going right is it? When we're together you're unhappy, when we're not i'm miserable. There is no end to this. There won't be anyone else, you see. Naive or not, i don't care, but once you had that taste of true happiness, nothing else, no one else will be able to match up to it.

I think i'm going to love you forever. Die alone with 50 cats just because... I love you too much.