What a great way to start my 2012. Seriously? I just wanted a simple, worry-free year but nooOOooOOo shit happens 5th January. It's only 5 days into 2012 and stuff went wrong. The big guy up there must be testing how far I could go before I leap off the building to my death. But no, this time i'm not going to let the pessimist in me win anymore. Today was supposed to be an awesome Thursday, you know. Had a pretty fun day in school + receiving my test results which was wayyyyy better than what i've expected, everything was perfect. Of course, until that happened. This is by far the worst quarrel we had, even when we're not together. Seriously? Its funny how we still quarrel even when we don't talk to each other much anymore..

I never ever EVER wanted to be on bad terms with you no matter how much of a jerk you are. Because after all you were a part of me once before in my life, do you think I'd have the heart to hate you if we could just understand and communicate better nothing this bad would happen. And of course because a lot of money is on the line, if it was just a simple day out I wouldn't mind but I had it planned for a few days now, of course I'd be upset about it. I'm definitely apologetic for blowing things out of proportion but you can't blame me, If it was you you'd be angry too, won't you? I just hope we're alright now. I don't like to hate and no one likes to be hated.